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knight0334 · Posted: Sun, 08 Jul 2007 16:36:52 Post Subject:

Made it back to town lastnite. I couldn't face my fears of going home, so I crashed at a friend's house.

Theres word that her lawyer is supposed to send out letters that she had written. I'm not sure what to expect with that.

I'm not ready to start that new job, in fact I dont want it now. I'm kinda lost at the moment, numb to the world.

I smell marijuana and Avon Soft Musk every once in awhile around me, but I cant find the source. I smell soft musk right now, but cant find it. If I walk around to find it I cant. If I sit still it is right there.

mrweasel · Posted: Mon, 09 Jul 2007 09:34:43 Post Subject:

Geez, what the hell is going on?

My thoughts are with you all as you deal you individual issues. Sad

**Doctor Feelgood** · Posted: Mon, 09 Jul 2007 17:27:30 Post Subject:

knight0334 - It has to be coming out your pores! Only thing you can do is replace the odor with something stronger, like garlic... or burn it out with something strong like vodka. Grin

BeerCheeze · Posted: Mon, 09 Jul 2007 17:59:17 Post Subject:

It's simply your mind playing tricks on you my friend. Not an un-normal reaction to a situation like this.

You're not going crazy, and you're not being haunted. You're morning, and it's ok.

knight0334 · Posted: Tue, 10 Jul 2007 00:16:38 Post Subject:

I don't know about tricks or what, but I know I smell that perfume at times. The weed I don't smell much of lately(once or twice in last 2 days), but the perfume a few times a day.

If I sit still I can smell it, if I move around I cant find source. But as soon as I stop, I can smell it again. I don't smell it all the time, just when I'm getting depressed or after I got depressed. My friend that I stayed with thought I was going nuts until her cats start meowing and looking beside me. ....not at me, but beside me. which was the direction I thought the perfume smell was coming from. One cat even jumped up on my lap and was interested in something to my side on the couch. Even my friend's 1 year old infant daughter was different today with me when something wasn't feeling normal.

I know that all sounds weird and stuff, but I swear its true. Even as I type this the perfume smell is coming back - been gone the last couple hours. This house is haunted for sure, I have better than a half-dozen first hand witnesses(well, minus one now) that can testify. My friend Joanne and I both witnessed an old OCZ heatsink slide off a TV stand and knock over some stuff within the last 9 months. Plenty of other weird stories too that my dad, Teeny, Teeny's son + his friends and myself had seen here.

I set up another computer chair with her sitting blanket and a couple of her favorite candy bars just incase. lol